about forgiveness!!

well,i have been battling with the word forgivess lately.i know,forgiveness comes from God so i commit myself thinking all the aches and agony,the hurt that i feel deep inside will be gone.still,i wake up every morning with the same feeling,remorse...frustrations overwhelm me,and i find myself swinging in the same porch. this is what i have learnt about forgiveness......its something which comes from above,works within...a gradual process(it never gives instant gratification) and real forgiveness comes when we are moving ahead with our lives.so,when we forgive someone who hurt us,we shouldn't expect the pain to vanish immediately.....with time,it slowly fades away

I have thanked Thee a thousand times for my roses but never once for my thorns.
Teach me the glory of my cross,teach me the value of my thorns.Show me that i have climbed to Thee by the path of pain.Show me that my tears have made my rainbow.

Grace!!

I saw a child with bandaged eyes,put up its hands to feel the mother face.She bent and took the tender groping palms,and pressed them to her lips.I know a soul made blind by its desire,and yet its faith keeps feeling for God's face.Bend down,O Mighty Love,and let that faith,one little moment,touch Thy lips of Grace.

Thought for the week!!

Monday : Those who know Jesus are never alone
Tuesday : The heart of worship is worship from the heart
Wednesday : Think of something to give instead of something to get
Thursday :If you truly love the Lord,you will want others to love Him too
Friday :The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your life
Saturday :The way of obedience is the only way to blessing
Sunday :You wont get indigestion by swallowing your pride.
Remember seven prayerless days make one weak!!

something special!!!

Its only a tiny rosebud,
A flower of God's design
But i cannot unfold the petals
With this clumsy hands of mind
The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I;
God opens flower so sweetly
But in my hands they die.
If i can't unfold a rosebud
A flower of God's design
Then how can I have the wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?
So I'll trust in Him for leading
Each moment of the day
I'll look to Him for guidance
Each step of the pilgrim's way.
The path that lies before me
My heavenly Father knows
So I'll trust Him to unfold my life
Just as He unfolds the rose.

check this out!!

wrote this about a year ago on a hot summer night in mizoram....somehow it isnt related to me or my feelings at that moment,but it just crossed my mind and i happen to scribble it down.just feel like posting it so here it goes.....
someone said one should never be heard on someone especially when the object of ones affection returns the favor rather unethusiastically.it may all started out of some unintended mistake.i chose not to call it a mistake because it felt so right.but deep down,inside my heart i know you are not mine.i am not young and i am not stupid and my intuitions are never wrong.i tried so hard to get you out of my mind.but,hey who am i kidding??when you there beside me,i,a woman,in one Hitlerian's sweep becomes a superior race and now i am recalling the wonderful blurred map of the moment.there are tons of questions for which i have no answers and even if i do,my mind is so clouded right now to judge.all i know is that i wish you were right here beside me.but i couldnt demand more of what seem to you is less.so i remain in this nothingness that reminds me you belonged to someone else(you always were) and in the stillness of the moment signed this off as.....forever but never yours....

why do we want to fall in love?

we all want to fall in love....why???because the experience makes us feel completely alive,where every sense is heightened,every notion is magnified and our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into heavens!!it may only last a moment,an hour or an afternoon but that doesnt diminish its value because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our live!!!is one year of love really better than a lifetime alone??????

3 things i learnt from The Bold and The Beautiful!

1. always cherish each other.you never know how much time you have,to spend together
2. love is too precious not to let the other person know
3. love is the most precious gift,a person could give

life is good.....after all!!!

just out of a serious relationship and i thought my world's crumbling down....everythings seem so dull and blurry with my heart bleeding.i have insomnia,several agonizing days and the pain never seem to fade.i feel so low,so is my self esteem.but then the man above heard me and send angels...to take away the pain,to comfort and to hear me out.angels,as friends who reminded me that life doesnt end here,and life is good....after all!!